Sometimes...

Sometimes, just when you feel like you're getting somewhere.... I've come so far yet not taken but a step in the last year or more. I think things are good, I think things are bad and I'm severely tired of thinking. I look at friends and they've come a long way.. They havent gotten to a place they want or even to a 'good' place but... God, in the last year I look at what friends like Jen and Neo have gone through and overcome or are working on overcoming now and I feel like I've gone nowhere. They by far are still climbing major mountains in their paths but they arent exactly where they were a year ago. Or is it because I can only see it from the inside.... From the 10,000 ft. view would it be any different? I work the same job (Thank God, I love it!), and.... well everything else is different but the same. (trying to keep ahead of Neo's boot.) -TP